Equilibrium

What's sad is my family and I
Are not in agreement
Within us, a strife
They won't be happy unless
I'm somebody's wife

In my family, I don't belong
We always fight for no reason
Never got along

I'd do anything to please them
I'm their ugly duckling
I'll never be their gem

I loved once, loved and fell
Fell so hard that when he was gone
I hit bottom but still under his spell

I loved only once
Had fun a million
But love, there was only one
With his love I won
Until he was forever gone

For my mum, I'd do anything
But love I can't do
I don't mean to be blue
But he was my king
In my heart he'll never be replaced

Alas, it's my life
I'll do anything
To settle the strife
Just to see a smile
On her face
When I wear my lace

I'll be in control
Just will never be whole
My real man, he was gone
Gone years ago

My heart is one thing
And my family's another